It's a bitter pill that I find hard to swallow.
I'm heading down a path not so sure I want to follow.
Suddenly it seems this dream is realistic,
But how can I follow through if my heart's just not in it?

Screaming at the top of my voice,
And if I had the choice I'd never want to go back.
Screaming at the top of my lungs,
It used to be for fun and now I want it all back.

It's a dream that I could never give the chance.
With a little effort who knows where we would land.
Regretting all the things in my life I've never tried,
And this is one that I just can't cast aside.

Wake up where am I now,
It seems so close but it's still so far.
Wake up where am I now,
I lost it all and I don't know how.